Fitness model, personal trainer, and social media fitness influencer known for her uplifting workouts on Instagram and TikTok, Raven K. Jackson has passed away and it appears that she committed suicide.
The model’s boyfriend of over two years, rapper 600 Breezy, posted a tribute on social media to his girlfriend of two years, Raven Jackson, including a photo of them together and a screenshot of what appeared to be a suicide note via text message.
In the text message, Breezy’s girlfriend tells him she’s tired and has been dealing with bad thoughts for years and was waiting for the right time to act. She mentions she is at a bridge and notes she “gave up a long time ago.”
Here is the full text below:
I’m just tired baby. I was dealing with these thoughts before you met me, I was just waiting for the right time. This is my 3rd time writing this fr [for real]. It’s nobody’s fault. I’ve been tired for a long time. I gave up a long time ago, I just do a good job of hiding it. Right now, as I’m writing this, I’m remembering us happy, looking at our videos, imagining how beautiful of a bride I would’ve been. It’s 5pm here, this bridge is actually nice.
I wish we would’ve come here together. Some homeless people sprinkled in but not too many. I’m thinking about how this will feel if it will hurt. I used to joke about how recklessly I lived my life before meeting you, truth be told I would put myself in dangerous situations because I didn’t care about living. Living just always seemed overrated. I’m sorry mane. It’s one thing to ruin your life, but I had to go and end mine too.”
“Understand that this my choice, this is what I wanted. This is what I’ve wanted for a while. I just don’t fit here, I’m not happy in this world. I just can’t…