the fear of an untimely and unwelcomed crisis.
I also remember making every excuse in the world to cancel or reschedule dates as a result of being sick.
And oddly enough this horrible blind, selfish, and terrible flawed strategy worked until I met someone with the quality and character of someone deserving of better and I began to question the state of my character and integrity.
The emotionally conflicting dilemma of trying to manage my desire for authentic romantic connection, my chronic disease in secrecy and denial lead to many sleepless nights and ultimately to a break in my character and consciousness.
This break led me in search of a deeper honest understanding and acceptance of my health, my life, my character, and what I wanted in life.
What I began to learn then was if I wanted to attract emotionally healthy people and enjoy healthy romantic relationships, I’d also have to learn how to be healthy and honest enough to cultivate them.
I appreciate everyone that has ever tried to date, love, or help the younger and unhealthy version of myself.
And I regret not being a better partner to them and a better guardian of my health and wellness.
What I’ve learned since is the undeniable importance of embracing every aspect of my life especially since it’s an essential element in achieving sustainable wellness.
To learn more about Adrian Williams and his wellness journey please visit his Facebook and Instagram blog titled The Wellness Revolution Now.