…why He placed me in her care & why He allowed me to go through it by myself.
But I was too young to realize you were to blame for her lack of common sense & inability to truly love. My mom was a victim just as myself & had been through double the same affliction, forced to live with & accept a child molester who was supposed to be a father to her. I cry out for her because she was broken way before I was in existence.
I can’t even imagine how that affected her mentally. But I now understand that her fucked up past is what prevented her from protecting her own child because she was & still is too weak to confront the people she considers parents.
You’re a sick bastard, but your wife, her mother, my grandmother is even sicker for allowing her to experience such grief, keeping her unprotected, raising her up in your home, staying with you & covering up all the horrible things you’ve done to so many innocent girls including her own.
She showed them that no matter what you did or who you did it to it was okay as long as nobody else knew. That doesn’t make it ok, that’s bullshit & it’s sick.
So for anyone that comes across my story, I want them to know that it’s not about being accepted by those who care nothing about your best interest. I now understand the strength it takes to break the cycle of generational curses & secrecy, so I will do my part by bringing awareness to child molestation.
#HAVETHECOURAGETOTELL
If you or someone you know are being abused please have the courage to tell somebody!
You can contact The National Child Abuse Hotline: 1-800-422-4453
You can also visit The National Child Abuse website: www.childhelp.org/hotline
If you’re a SURVIVOR of abuse, here’s some great websites that will help with the healing process: www.StopItNow.org
For those who want to know more about Kristal, visit her blog, here.