end of myself, my heart was broken, my mind cloudy. I felt I’d shattered my own perfect world, I had done this to my family. Still, I heard my doctor through my fog.
Post-Partum Depression… is very serious. It is also very treatable.
Studies indicate that those who recover quickest don’t just have a prescription…. We need a holistic approach…
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I left his office with a plan: Eat well. Regular exercise. Take your prescription. See a counselor. Reconnect with the doctor. Repeat.
The plan did not promise instant results, but it offered me a path to walk on.
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I diligently took my prescription. I ate well, and stayed hydrated. I slept, did laundry and held my babies. No lofty dreams or expectations, just simple tasks. I swam daily, and each time it felt like a baptism washing away an old, weary identity.
Counseling was the longest prescription of all. It revealed lost hopes; uncovered memories and wounds buried in my heart. It was time to heal. Maybe I could rediscover who I truly was along the way?
My people surrounded me. They cooked and cleaned for me. Listened and laughed with me. prayed with me.
Months later, I took a trip with my little ones to buy groceries. Standing in the parking lot with a cart full of food and children. I looked up and saw a beautiful clear blue sky. Not a cloud in sight. I lifted up my hands and wept. It was a new day.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR: JO SAXTON is a popular leadership trainer, international speaker, and author. She has been featured at IF: Gathering, Catalyst, Thrive and Propel conferences. Jo also chairs the board of an international discipleship organization, 3D Movements, serves on the advisory board for Today’s Christian Woman, and co-hosts the LeadStories podcast. Jo and her husband, Chris, live in the Minneapolis area with their two daughters. Her new book, The Dream of You will be released through WaterBrook & Multnomah on January 23, 2018.